i love him but he sometimes ignores me, sometimes he doesn’t. but it hurts. it just hurts. hes my friend. and i have to deal with the things he does and pretend that they don’t hurt me. i have to pretend that i dont feel anything when he flirts with another girl in my face. i have to brush it off when i get the feeling that he wants me too. when other people tell me he likes me, i know he doesnt. because they dont know us. they just know a story. they don’t know. i dont even know how he feels. but im sick of this torture. i want to be over him. how do i get over perfection?

Well first of all, do you know he doesn’t like you? Have you ever asked him? You should bring it up before you try and get over him. It might make it easier if you know for a fact that he doesn’t like you that way. But getting over someone is always difficult. I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible and how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. It doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends… you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. and sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. and all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
-JaneDoe

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